Sunday, June 29, 2008

Inside My Shopping Bag

I am just an online shopper, and I love shopping online and I do a lot of online shopping since I get to know my dear VS. They are just amazing from the stuffs to the services. I am pretty cinvinced since my first item arrived securely!
And here is my another craze of shoes. it's coming again when they email about their Shoes Clearance and I am sure I am not going to miss it. Here what I got in my shopping bag after browsing the entire collection and I await for my plastic dollar to agree with the amount. Maybe you have a comment which pairs I need to grab, well if they look gorgeous to you, and which I need to let a skip so not waste any of my dollars.
Here, take a look!


Strappy sandals are so sweet! I am generally a strappy gul.
This one has a unique cut-out and once I was almost bought it!

This kindda unique too with the gedix chain strap on it! Love it!

Just because the colour attracts me more I think I will go for this pair..
Steve Madden... Can you resist of buying when they come with almost 50% off ?? I don't think I can.... They are gorgeous!!
I love this peep toe very much. Also from Steve Madden.
This one is from Hale Bob.., I just dunno why I threw it in my shopping bag! Hummm..not so bad and not so bold though!
I have a similar pair like this one. And again I dunno how it happens appeared in my shopping bag..... MsPea gets confused with the mouth watering collection.. hehe
Oh! Because it looks damn gorgeous on model

And these sandals look cute too. This Ann Marino jewel toe-ring is actually a bit pricy to me.
That's all for today craze.

Not Again!!..

This accusation is just too much after the same has been throwing to him back in a few years ago, caused him to be in prison and away from his family for years.
People can you just stop traumatised others, just step back and do your deed. I am just sick of this politician dirty game!
This I am taking from Yahoo News..

Malaysia's Anwar accused of sodomy
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - Police opened an investigation Sunday into allegations that opposition leader Anwar Ibrahim sodomized his male aide, sparking fears he could be sent back to prison on the same charge that ousted him from Malaysia's government a decade ago.

Anwar immediately retreated to a secret location amid concerns for his safety and denounced the allegation — made in a police complaint filed by the 23-year-old aide — as "a complete fabrication."
The dramatic developments that began to unfold a little before midnight Saturday will have a severe impact on Malaysian politics, which have been in turmoil since March 8 elections handed the governing National Front coalition its worst-ever result.
Anwar, 60, resurrected his political career after leading the opposition to spectacular gains in those elections.
Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi insisted the government was not responsible for the accusation, saying there was no conspiracy "to cause (Anwar) trouble or harass him or raise such issues to undermine him."
Asked about Anwar's denial, Abdullah said it "was common for an accused person" to claim he was innocent.
Anwar said the accusation was engineered by "interested parties" to prevent him from exposing the national police chief, Musa Hassan, and the attorney general, Abdul Gani Patail, for their alleged roles in having him accused of sodomizing his driver in 1998 and abusing his power to cover up the deed.
Those charges led to then-Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad firing Anwar as deputy prime minister. He was convicted on both charges, but Malaysia's highest court overturned the sodomy conviction and freed him in 2004.
Anwar has always insisted he was framed to prevent him from challenging Mahathir for power. Anwar said he "recently obtained" evidence to show Musa and Abdul Gani fabricated evidence against him in 1998.
"I believe we are witnessing a repeat of the methods used against me in 1998 when false allegations were made under duress," Anwar said in a statement early Sunday.
Bakri Zinin, the federal police chief for criminal investigations, said the aide filed a complaint Saturday claiming that Anwar had sodomized him in a condominium in an upscale Kuala Lumpur suburb.
Bakri indicated Anwar faced no immediate threat of arrest, stressing police had just begun their investigation.
"We want to establish the allegation first to see whether there is truth or not," Bakri told a news conference. "We will conduct a thorough investigation and be fair to both sides."
Prominent political blogger Ahirudin Attan posted a transcript of the police complaint, in which the man claimed Anwar sodomized him "without my consent" Thursday. He indicated it was not the first time, adding the complaint was meant to "obtain defense and justice for myself."
Sodomy, even if consensual, is punishable by 20 years' imprisonment in Muslim-majority Malaysia.
Anwar had been attending a weekend party meeting in a hotel near Kuala Lumpur, but he moved to an undisclosed location early Sunday amid concerns about being arrested and claims of anonymous death threats.
"Because he is considered a threat to the government, we are concerned about his safety. He can't afford to be detained again," party deputy president Syed Husin Ali said.
A person close to Anwar, speaking on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to make public statements, said Anwar could be in a foreign embassy in Kuala Lumpur after being offered security there.
The People's Justice Party identified the accuser as Anwar's assistant, who started working for him in March.
Anwar claimed the allegation was "clearly a desperate attempt by the ... regime to arrest the movement of the Malaysian people towards freedom, democracy and justice."
The National Front coalition lost its traditional two-thirds parliamentary majority in March, returning to power with only a simple majority, and ceded control of five of Malaysia's 13 states to Anwar's three-party opposition alliance.
Anwar did not run in the March elections because his corruption conviction barred him from holding political office for five years. The ban ended in April, and Anwar has indicated he wants to re-enter Parliament through a by-election, which would make him eligible to become prime minister.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Dear My Dear Robyn

Still I can't erase memories with my baby Robyn from my mind. I hope for something that can ease my sadnesss of the huge losing, but long rememberance of her. Although it is a heartbreaking when look around a house, every space and corner is all Robyn.
And though I cry when look at all of her pictures, still I feel she would be happy and honoured if put up her pictures in my blog. At least it shows how loads she means to me. I just can't help it.

Here are some of her pictures when she was small, I think when she was 2 months or so....
These pictures taken after fetching her from De Ritz Hotel, a pet's lodging at Ikano, when I just arrived from London January this year. It was a couple of weeks being away from her, after about a few weeks adopting her.
And the memories remain...

Uuh., I try to understand what are they babbling about.....

What again mommy..?? This is my first lesson watching movie on a notebook...kindda interesting....

OohhUuhh... I've been caught on a camera!

Now lemme take your picture!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Horrific Long Goodbyes: My Baby Robyn

Today would be the most awful and saddest day to me, as I started my day just to find my Robyn dead by falling off from the balcony! I would never forgive myself of letting this tragedy happened no matter how watchful neither me nor Robyn been all these days. This really tragic!

I watched a football match between my favourite team (Germany) and Austria (Euro 2008)early this morning and letting the sliding door opened. And as usual my baby is always with me around, lighten up my world with her cutest acts and her joyful jokes like a little kid, so very tender of her. And the lastest I with her was after a second half of the match when she off to her favourite sleeping spot. She slept there and once in a while halfly opened her eyes as she peeped on us. And the match ended at about 5 a.m, with Germany won to qualify to the next round. Unbearably opened my eyes and I passed out and sleep in front of the TV.

I woke up at about 6:30am as usual have my shower to get ready to work. Yes I realised Robyn was not around helping me getting ready to work, as usual she does. But I didn't think off anything bad yet. Untill I fill her food, that I just noticed the unusual act , the quiet moment in my heart. I started calling her out and looking up for her at every her favourite spot. No replies and still quiet. Immediately I rushed to the balcony and looking down, that was the dreadfully horrific moment like my world is getting black and gone to see my baby laying down at the 4th floor (the roof) with a pool of blood around her head.... My world is gone as I was flying off blankly and my tears running down terribly.... you know how does it feel if you lose your own child, that is what I felt....

I am heartbreakingly crying right now as I type this..... my baby Robyn will never be back to me or to alive again. I was crying out loud and never feel ashame to cry out my heart as I see my baby Robyn from the balcony at the 20th floor, down there she was not moving anymore... Sorry I just can't type anything more to just get the picture how scared she was when falling from the 20th floor, and how devastatingly she wanted to get up back to the balcony to not falling down to the ground.....



I have to take a day off and will bury her body at my fiancee's home yard later this evening.



May she rest peacefully 'there' and never will she forget about me and anyone who loved her so very much and treated her like their own child. She is only a good kid to me, healthy, smart playful and full of joy. I will miss her all of my life!

She has been in my life since December last year. And will be always in my life in another form of connection.