Half Of Big Coming...

Feeling toink!toink!toink! when half of a big day is coming., real soon.... next week (August 18 2007, Saturday).. You know what I mean, butterflies in a stomach! Pheww.. It is my engagement.
Feeling terrify and obviously nervous. Takut nyee.. Clearly me never planned anything like this will happen at this soon.
Back in an early July (baru lepas) that Mr. Right purposed and popep the question to set a date for our wedding. I had no idea when was on earth he made a thinking and came out with a date for our angagement. Unpredictable betul pakcik ni! I was so stunned, surprised, feeling shocked, but of course la it gets me in a high spirit kan.. suke le.! I thought he was gone crazy with the unexpected inspiration? Humm... As I never flirt with anyone or attracted to any hunks if that is the reason he suddenly asked me to marry him?? I mean in a real soon.? hehehe.. Well, precisely it is 4 years of our relationship and why wait another years to get marry? sedapkan hati..
With no preparations AT ALL, where should we begin? I mean me and him. Thanks God my mom help me put things in order, meanwhile for him, many more things to do.. Sempat ke ni... takutnyee..
We will go and buy something for his 'hantaran' on a way back from work this evening, as 'hantaran' is one of the 'must have' in Malays wedding tradition / culture, where the groom and his family must bring somethings like i.e. clothes, cookies/cakes, a pair of shoes (or anythings) along with the engagement ring to the bride house on that engagement ceremony. So they will exchange these stuffs or hantaran.. adil la kan.. that sounds fair isn't it?

Many things to prepare that gets me headache actually..Ooouch!! But I am telling myself, there is nothing to worry. Stand kewl' and do what I supposed to do, rite?

~~if only i could lay like this -
Lay down your arms and surrender to me. Lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea. -PJ Eddie Vedder~~

Hello EveryOne!

Hello Everyone!
This would be my first entry here on ::My World :: My Own::..
I remember had a Blog before (long ago), apparently lost its ID & password, it doesn't bother me digging a whole thing back again to just get into it to update it.,nahh.. So here I am, with a new one., lets called it ::My World :: My Own:: (try to be personal though) ;p

What made me creating ::My World :: My Own:: ?.. Humm., after a long while (I supposed), with the hectic routine in my life, juggling to survive bla..bla.. and bla.. I found myself need a rest. I think by congregating up all the routines in my life and throw it here, seems like a remedy to myself, kindda a lil' silent revenge perhaps, as only if it won't harm anyone and kinda therapeutic it is just fine with me..

No one knows I love writing! Not even my dearest other half. ;p Basically part of me is reading and watching @ observing, as it would discharging the deadliest venemous part inside me. And this won't come at its own exactly, apparently its been inherited from my beloved late father. He used to write just about everything in various kind elements of writing, and his diary collection, years to years are all well kept as until today.

To keep it in a good shape and dearly , I try to continiously update ::My World :: My Own:: .. it would be as hard as to start it up, but will try to write as much as I can, that what blog is all about! wahahaha...

Hehehe.. I think that will be it., as an opening entry of ::My World :: My Own::