Flavour Of The Month: Light On - David Cook

I bet you'll find this guy hotta' marvellicious!! Enjoyce!!!

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Mrs From Now On...

We are now completed each other's life, after years we've been missing each other's part of life, now we are as ONE,!


I am no single anymore as I am truly someone elses other half, as it has been official on 08.08.08. What is a miracle, I am now a wife to my lovely husband.

More to come about the Auspicious of 08.08.08. The Miracle of 08.08.08!!

..............to be continue............

Malaysia Asks Avril Lavigne To Postpone Concert

Excerpt from Reuters...

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia (Reuters) - Malaysia's government has told promoters of a concert by Canadian pop star Avril Lavigne to postpone the show because it could mar the country's independence day celebrations, an official said on Wednesday.

The decision came after the opposition Islamic party, Parti se-Islam Malaysia, objected to the August 29 concert in the capital city of Kuala Lumpur, saying that Malaysia, which is predominantly Muslim, should not ape Western values and cultures.

Although Malaysia is a moderate Muslim country with sizable non-Muslim minorities, conservative groups often frown upon departures from strict interpretations of the Koran.

A culture ministry official said the show's promoters must find another slot for Lavigne.

"We did not reject the concert. We asked them to find another date as the original date is so close to the independence day," the official said. "That's the only reason."
A spokesman for the concert's organizers said that more than half the tickets had already been sold. "As far as we are concerned, the show is still on," he said.

Malaysia marks its 51st year of independence from Britain on August 31.

Counting Days

Big day is just near a corner and I am counting days ... So terrify, and I am in a depth of exhausting..... If I knew how tiring would it be, well I would have it in place bit by bit since years before.... aaarghhh.. I just hope I can still walk stunningly and smiling radiantly on my BIG DAY!

The Best Damn Thing!

To all Avril Lavigne die hard fans, this is damn The Best Damn Thing Tour Concert by the hottest cute rock chick, Avril Lavigne. So that means this is for real, for her first concert in KL, after several rumours about her coming to Malaysia... WOoohhooo!!!

Will you guys coming to rock on August 29, 2008 in Stadium Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur?

I will damn going to rock on (hope nothings bothering dan menggangu-gugat daku ok that day), definitely will get the tickets (for me and 'Mr Other Half' for sure).

I remember how frustrated I was when once she cancelled her tour in KL.. That time ahkak so mengada-ngada nak pegi sangat tau!..hehehe

So guys, don't skip the chance to go as according to the organiser, this will be her only concert in South-East Asia... Apalagi, jommm!! for those who want to go, get the tickets now, as the tickets are selling like hot cakes u know! hahahaha..cepat-cepat, nanti menganga tiada tiket! Padan muka la...

The tickets are priced at MYR 98, MYR 138, MYR 168, MYR 188, MYR 268 and MYR 338. Hurry up, the tickets started on sale a few days ago.

ROCK YA!!! This excerpt taken from her previous Best Damn Tour.

And also, Chris Daughtry will hit a concert (first ever) in Kuala Lumpur, on 26 July 2008. Double treats to us in Malaysia who loves to rock with Avril and Daughtry!

New iPhone 3G

OMG! iPhone 3G?!! Believe me you won't be going to miss it!

I remember when iPhone newly released I was in London that was a first time I heard iPhone and got a chance to spend some generous time at Apple Store in Regent Street. Initially just like paying a visit to the Apple store but ended up getting to know the newborn iPhone by Mac a lil bit more.

Gerry gets his luck that time in convincing us having a tour at Apple Store (take a peep on iPhone particularly) and adequately elevating my tech awareness.. konon laa.. Well, actually Gerry is "Mr. Other Half" Irish friend.

Inside the store, I was the one disputed with the idea of buying that iPhone when it has been suggesting by "Mr. Other Half". I kept on inssiting that our O2 PDA phones are still new and in a good conditon, that's we should stay with it, and why wasting our $$$$ for that such iPhone?

Back then that was my perception on iPhone. And now I want you to know I have a different ones! Furthermore I just get my O2 broken., lousy O2 I would say, after a nemurous headaches getting from that O2.

New iPhone 3G is real, it's thinner (at the edges, at least), and, truth be told ... it looks an awful lot like the original iPhone, from the front anyway. A couple of key changes, however: The headphone jack is now flush with the case—so no more need for a headset adapter—and the back panel is now glossy black plastic, which looks good, but may well be more susceptible to scratches than the original brushed—metal version. But how does it look in white? Kewll!! That's only I can say!

After read and learn all about iPhone 3G virtually and physically (my collegue owns one), I think I've fallen in love with iPhone. Very much deeply.

And now, release on July 11, iPhone 3G will come out with half price promotional $299 price tag for the 16GB model and $199 for the 8GB version. Wooww!! Never will beleive it! but thats true! And not forget to mention it comes with 2 colours, typical Mac colour, which is Black and White. Exclusive huh! Now set back and watch this video. Mouthwatering clip I tell you!.. hehe.. enjoy ya!

Now I am looking for those or anyone who can help me getting this iPhone 3G for this promotion price from the US since this half price is only valid in the USA. Before the great deal price is gone!!
However right now I realised I am so regretful for 2 reasons:
1) Not allowing "Mr. Other Half" from buying iPhone back in London.
2) iPhone IS NOT SELLING in Malaysia. Padan muka aku!

Inside My Shopping Bag

I am just an online shopper, and I love shopping online and I do a lot of online shopping since I get to know my dear VS. They are just amazing from the stuffs to the services. I am pretty cinvinced since my first item arrived securely!

And here is my another craze of shoes. it's coming again when they email about their Shoes Clearance and I am sure I am not going to miss it. Here what I got in my shopping bag after browsing the entire collection and I await for my plastic dollar to agree with the amount. Maybe you have a comment which pairs I need to grab, well if they look gorgeous to you, and which I need to let a skip so not waste any of my dollars.

Here, take a look!

Strappy sandals are so sweet! I am generally a strappy gul.

This one has a unique cut-out and once I was almost bought it!

This kindda unique too with the gedix chain strap on it! Love it!

Just because the colour attracts me more I think I will go for this pair..

Steve Madden... Can you resist of buying when they come with almost 50% off ?? I don't think I can.... They are gorgeous!!
I love this peep toe very much. Also from Steve Madden.
This one is from Hale Bob.., I just dunno why I threw it in my shopping bag! Hummm..not so bad and not so bold though!

I have a similar pair like this one. And again I dunno how it happens appeared in my shopping bag..... MsPea gets confused with the mouth watering collection.. hehe

Oh! Because it looks damn gorgeous on model

And these sandals look cute too. This Ann Marino jewel toe-ring is actually a bit pricy to me.

That's all for today craze.

Not Again!!..

This accusation is just too much after the same has been throwing to him back in a few years ago, caused him to be in prison and away from his family for years.
People can you just stop traumatised others, just step back and do your deed. I am just sick of this politician dirty game!
This I am taking from Yahoo News..

Malaysia's Anwar accused of sodomy
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - Police opened an investigation Sunday into allegations that opposition leader Anwar Ibrahim sodomized his male aide, sparking fears he could be sent back to prison on the same charge that ousted him from Malaysia's government a decade ago.

Anwar immediately retreated to a secret location amid concerns for his safety and denounced the allegation — made in a police complaint filed by the 23-year-old aide — as "a complete fabrication."
The dramatic developments that began to unfold a little before midnight Saturday will have a severe impact on Malaysian politics, which have been in turmoil since March 8 elections handed the governing National Front coalition its worst-ever result.
Anwar, 60, resurrected his political career after leading the opposition to spectacular gains in those elections.
Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi insisted the government was not responsible for the accusation, saying there was no conspiracy "to cause (Anwar) trouble or harass him or raise such issues to undermine him."
Asked about Anwar's denial, Abdullah said it "was common for an accused person" to claim he was innocent.
Anwar said the accusation was engineered by "interested parties" to prevent him from exposing the national police chief, Musa Hassan, and the attorney general, Abdul Gani Patail, for their alleged roles in having him accused of sodomizing his driver in 1998 and abusing his power to cover up the deed.
Those charges led to then-Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad firing Anwar as deputy prime minister. He was convicted on both charges, but Malaysia's highest court overturned the sodomy conviction and freed him in 2004.
Anwar has always insisted he was framed to prevent him from challenging Mahathir for power. Anwar said he "recently obtained" evidence to show Musa and Abdul Gani fabricated evidence against him in 1998.
"I believe we are witnessing a repeat of the methods used against me in 1998 when false allegations were made under duress," Anwar said in a statement early Sunday.
Bakri Zinin, the federal police chief for criminal investigations, said the aide filed a complaint Saturday claiming that Anwar had sodomized him in a condominium in an upscale Kuala Lumpur suburb.
Bakri indicated Anwar faced no immediate threat of arrest, stressing police had just begun their investigation.
"We want to establish the allegation first to see whether there is truth or not," Bakri told a news conference. "We will conduct a thorough investigation and be fair to both sides."
Prominent political blogger Ahirudin Attan posted a transcript of the police complaint, in which the man claimed Anwar sodomized him "without my consent" Thursday. He indicated it was not the first time, adding the complaint was meant to "obtain defense and justice for myself."
Sodomy, even if consensual, is punishable by 20 years' imprisonment in Muslim-majority Malaysia.
Anwar had been attending a weekend party meeting in a hotel near Kuala Lumpur, but he moved to an undisclosed location early Sunday amid concerns about being arrested and claims of anonymous death threats.
"Because he is considered a threat to the government, we are concerned about his safety. He can't afford to be detained again," party deputy president Syed Husin Ali said.
A person close to Anwar, speaking on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to make public statements, said Anwar could be in a foreign embassy in Kuala Lumpur after being offered security there.
The People's Justice Party identified the accuser as Anwar's assistant, who started working for him in March.
Anwar claimed the allegation was "clearly a desperate attempt by the ... regime to arrest the movement of the Malaysian people towards freedom, democracy and justice."
The National Front coalition lost its traditional two-thirds parliamentary majority in March, returning to power with only a simple majority, and ceded control of five of Malaysia's 13 states to Anwar's three-party opposition alliance.
Anwar did not run in the March elections because his corruption conviction barred him from holding political office for five years. The ban ended in April, and Anwar has indicated he wants to re-enter Parliament through a by-election, which would make him eligible to become prime minister.

Dear My Dear Robyn

Still I can't erase memories with my baby Robyn from my mind. I hope for something that can ease my sadnesss of the huge losing, but long rememberance of her. Although it is a heartbreaking when look around a house, every space and corner is all Robyn.
And though I cry when look at all of her pictures, still I feel she would be happy and honoured if put up her pictures in my blog. At least it shows how loads she means to me. I just can't help it.

Here are some of her pictures when she was small, I think when she was 2 months or so....
These pictures taken after fetching her from De Ritz Hotel, a pet's lodging at Ikano, when I just arrived from London January this year. It was a couple of weeks being away from her, after about a few weeks adopting her.
And the memories remain...

Uuh., I try to understand what are they babbling about.....

What again mommy..?? This is my first lesson watching movie on a notebook...kindda interesting....

OohhUuhh... I've been caught on a camera!

Now lemme take your picture!

Horrific Long Goodbyes: My Baby Robyn

Today would be the most awful and saddest day to me, as I started my day just to find my Robyn dead by falling off from the balcony! I would never forgive myself of letting this tragedy happened no matter how watchful neither me nor Robyn been all these days. This really tragic!

I watched a football match between my favourite team (Germany) and Austria (Euro 2008)early this morning and letting the sliding door opened. And as usual my baby is always with me around, lighten up my world with her cutest acts and her joyful jokes like a little kid, so very tender of her. And the lastest I with her was after a second half of the match when she off to her favourite sleeping spot. She slept there and once in a while halfly opened her eyes as she peeped on us. And the match ended at about 5 a.m, with Germany won to qualify to the next round. Unbearably opened my eyes and I passed out and sleep in front of the TV.

I woke up at about 6:30am as usual have my shower to get ready to work. Yes I realised Robyn was not around helping me getting ready to work, as usual she does. But I didn't think off anything bad yet. Untill I fill her food, that I just noticed the unusual act , the quiet moment in my heart. I started calling her out and looking up for her at every her favourite spot. No replies and still quiet. Immediately I rushed to the balcony and looking down, that was the dreadfully horrific moment like my world is getting black and gone to see my baby laying down at the 4th floor (the roof) with a pool of blood around her head.... My world is gone as I was flying off blankly and my tears running down terribly.... you know how does it feel if you lose your own child, that is what I felt....

I am heartbreakingly crying right now as I type this..... my baby Robyn will never be back to me or to alive again. I was crying out loud and never feel ashame to cry out my heart as I see my baby Robyn from the balcony at the 20th floor, down there she was not moving anymore... Sorry I just can't type anything more to just get the picture how scared she was when falling from the 20th floor, and how devastatingly she wanted to get up back to the balcony to not falling down to the ground.....



I have to take a day off and will bury her body at my fiancee's home yard later this evening.



May she rest peacefully 'there' and never will she forget about me and anyone who loved her so very much and treated her like their own child. She is only a good kid to me, healthy, smart playful and full of joy. I will miss her all of my life!

She has been in my life since December last year. And will be always in my life in another form of connection.

True Rumours in a Gossip World

It was just a rumour when people synically asked us to come back to our previous department.. hummm... This is a political arrangment may seems in a real world, in regards the impact it possibly makes us pay just to make other people's life better!

I am alone today, I mean at work today, the rest?.., goes for a training and calls for an E.L..... arggh!!! Apparently I was the first to know (officially) from Kak Hanin (used and will be our new bos), that we have been dipinang dan dilamar by our previous department... and we have to shift back to the old place., not bad though just the environment not as privacy as where we are right now... This room we dwelled in for about 5 months is in fact very much demanded and always being eyed by other staff... menjadi rebutan di kalangan staff di sini we were lucky my fiance insisted to relocate us in this room which previously occupied by his ealier staff from different unit, that is before he moving off to another company.. He used to be my 2 months boss before he got a new better offer. Aha! Better that way indeed, as to avoid some idiotic tittle-tattle we already have got it enough. You will never get the picture if I tell how awful this reek can go just to make other people beleive what they say bad about other people! I am the victim! Poignant!
So what I can do right now is just wait for tomorrow and the rest of the day of tomorrow! I think that so indeed the wiser act I able to up to, supposely, shouldn't I?
Rumors might be true if the fact appears to be a main feature of the rumor! Hahahaa.! This suppose to be correct!!

Ms Digby Live in Malaysia!!

Isn't she lovely? Sangat cantik! Marié (pronounced Ma-ree-AY) Digby is made famous by YouTube as she is sensationed in town to promote her debut album.


Digby, who is of Japanese and Irish American parentage, was actually shot to fame you know right after her acoustic version of Rihanna's Umbrella was discovered on YouTube and watched by over than millions viewers all over the world , ramailah tu.

The Marié Digby Acoustic Showcase will be held at the Ground Floor Highstreet, 1 Utama New Wing at 8pm tomorrow (May 14). Admission is free. There will also be an autograph signing session at the Gap outlet at 9pm.

Since I am rock kindda gul, Marie Digby is in my fav idol! I remember my good buddy Iffzzan the one who has 'introduced' me to Ms Digby on YouTube.!! She's soo kewwll and owns her own charisma to be a star! She is talented though!!
Mwahahaa.. I'll be in 1U to meet her in a real life, Live in KL dude~!! wwohooooo!!!

Farewell Long Goodbyes Cik Kitty@Tobby

Just in another split seconds of sadden moment after losing Ontot, same tragic moment peeped on my window of life again. Dreadfully losing makes it hard for me to take to believe it.. After losing Ontot few days ago, my 2 weeks owned Cik Kitty@Tobby leaving me in tears to rest in peace.. sad..sad...sad...

As usually I woke up in the morning and first thing I did since Cik Kitty living with me was boiled the water for Cik Kitty's milk. And clean up Robyn's litter box, refill her food and fresh water, making milk for Cik Kitty and then just I will go have shower and getting myself ready for work.
Like usual, this morning when I am done with my shower, Robyn and I get into my room to meet to hug Cik Kitty. This is the awaiting moment for Robyn to meet with Cik Kitty. ( I've saperated Cik Kitty's bed from Robyn because he is too small, to get very much together or sleep with Robyn or she will bully Cik Kitty oh so dearly)..

This morning (Friday 28 March 2008), when I entered into the room, there was no sound of Cik Kitty like he typically meowing when he sees anyone. And he was just laying in his box although Robyn scratching asked him to get up, he had no respond for that.. I just ignore that weird habit for thinking he just needs more sleep. When I am done dressed up, still they both not into the usually act of fighting and playing.. And this time I get a little worry, not even hunched of anything, I took a look he is still keep diam, not moving at all..

I took him out an and the sadness started when I put Cik Kitty on my palm just to see him opened his mouth but with no sound, and painfully shuddered back his head once in a while. This really a heartbreaking moment for me. He respons sometimes when Robyn licks his head and legs. I feed him a drop or two of milk to ease his throat, at least. But nothing promising to tell me Cik Kitty is ok.. Now the bad feeling is coming to tell me he is not going to be ok.. I managed to grab my camera and snap some pics of him (just in case I got no chance to see him again..sad..sad..sad..) and film that unbearable hurting moment... aarghhh ., it is just painful but I would like to put it up here as an honour for him, and the short moment I had with him..

I was in a mid of thinking to bring him to the VET on a way to work, when my collegue called and tell we are going to have an urgent meeting in about less than an hour. Darn! Clueless! I just told my colegue that Cik Kitty is not well and I will be late for a meeting, and she was like, "what? semalam baru lepas main dengan dia before we off from the office? what happened?" at that point I just vaguely saying I have no idea at all.
Now I really need to rush to work and bring him to the VET after the meeting. It is going to be late for Cik Kitty but thats the bestest I can do at this hectic point.

I reached at work when the meeting is already started. I securely put Cik Kitty near the window and open a little bit of the window to give some air and sun shine for him. This time he was still weak but tried to meow like trying to tell something but he was sooo hopelessly open up his mouth... arghh..so upsetting.... I can't wait and rushed to a meeting room..,at this panicking situation I was so lost and got into different meeting room for twice..!! dammit..macamane boleh salah bilik ni!

I can hardly concentrate on a meeting. What was on earth that ugly old lady keeps babling about??? Is she going mad or what? Now my mind is just running over Cik Kitty. I just wished the meeting is over immediately.

The meeting is over and I rushed upstairs to my room to quickly check on Cik Kitty. And my other collegue asked what went wrong with my little Tobby (Cik Kitty), that I can't answer.
It is also an absolute heartbreaking moment for my collegues to see Cik Kitty so weak and painful. They are so used to have Cik Kitty aound in the office at my room, playing and meowing asked for his milk. It is kindda unbeliveable when they look at Cik Kitty helplessly laying unmoving, mute and weak. We never know what went wrong to him, when just yesterday he was so joyful and cheerful playing around in our office and they got to play with him before going off. I still remember for the first time yesterday one of my colleagues hug Cik Kitty and put him at my desk just for him pee on it.. They were so sad, terribly sad..

And at home yesterday night, Cik Kitty was ok like usual and playing with Robyn while I watch TV, and I remember the last time I feed him, the real feeding was last night when American Idol was playing on TV, and I sent him to bed after that. He was ok still at that moment. That's really a heartbreaking to remember back again the moment like that.

Will continue more about him in another posting...... Rinduuuu sangat dia...

Quote Of The Day

"It Is Possible To Fail In Many Ways, While To Succeed Is Possible Only In One Way, However The Only Key To Failure Is Trying To Please Everybody"

This may give several interpretations in life, as well as may possibly leads to many situation we can liberally just imagine about.

I am not going to say anything about failure, not only it is a one negative element I try to avoid (even if only to say it)., but I think the root cause of that failure is the central thinking right now and then to bring up.

Living as an ordinary human being, we always be in a brimful of dreams, lavishing generated by ideas, yearnings and needs until sometimes we can't even distinguish the real needs and desires by itselves. How shame when this would lead to the failure you never dreamed of before... And at this point of time you need to recall where that EGO you lay into yourself that dramatically crush off all your desires.. tragic right!!

And the word GREEDY must always be responsive to you (To Whom It May Concern)!
Can it be wise to be a little bit modest and humble when facing with real life because it is not us to rule and own this world.

Timeline

suppose our timeline to submit our work is tomorrow, but sad to be true when the unManaged Manager suddenly sent a message early this morning asked us to submit our work today with a reason she will be able to make a review and we will do the amendments later once she done with the review chapter by chapter... In another words, serves her with an ample time (frame) and leave poor us with just a tiny bit out of that particular timeframe...
But this kind of tragedy could be happened in a situation when the Manager never come out with a proper timeline for everyone to stick up to, and take the project given as a stage to glamouring their own butt and to just cheaply win Top Management's asses...
More tragicaly to be truth the unManaged Manager is actually not a fitting human to fit in the position when there are a way much better person than her who really in a field out there who deserves it most... In fact she even has no background of that field, because of the ass licking just she won the position... Manusia Jijik!!

Well, apparently many bad things she has done to us and to the rest., and many adversity situation greatly going on in here... But who are we to object or at least to tell out of it?? No one will listen to us... Poor us....

Dearly Ontot.,Farewell.,Long GoodByes..

March 24 2008, Monday... I got to the office early today, at 8:15AM.. After get things done, from login to Workmate to settle 'Si Kenit' in its secret place and make my own coffe.
Suddenly I remember about my darling Ontot. The weird feeling came inside me, never have this kind of feeling., felt so missing about Ontot ever since last Saturday. "weird feeling"..
Well thinking about Ontot and it is my unofficial routine to feed the cats around this office, especially Ontot. and I could say all these cats are belong to this place and no such as stray cats for them. For how many generation of them has resided here including Ontot. There is a special story about Ontot, will let you know bout it later. So this morning I went down in intention to feed Ontot and others. But only Syibu Kelabu was there. Where are others? Where is Ontot? But never mind Syibu Kelabu (I said),just eat your breakfast, I want to go find Ontot. This is much bizzare when she can't smell of me from far like she usually does, and she is always the first to wait for me for food or anything.

Tired of calling Ontot and looking around for her, I let Syibu Kelabu finish her breakfast and I wanted to go upstairs to my office. That is when my heart stopped for seconds when the security guard telling me Ontot found dead upstairs, in front of the door of my office where she used to wait for me or peep on me. She could see me and steal a look through the glass door if I go in and out of my room.
Ohh., I just devastatingly couldn't say of anything when hear this bitter sad., sad news about my dear Ontot. Obviously people know how close I am with all these cats particularly with Ontot. People knows how smart and friendly Ontot was to everyone who passes her by, and everyone in the office knows how close Ontot and me like we belong to each other.

I look after her since she was small, when I found her so scrawny, half dead and so weak laying at the edge of the stairs in my office, just an inch of her body to fall down off the stairs.. Too pity to look at her like that, I took her and my first feed her was a slice of Gardenia Peach and Raisin loaf, and that was when I started being her parent... since then..
But today is like disaster to know Ontot is dead and gone FOREVER and I will never see her again!! :{ I just can hardly to believe it... Arrghhhh.. SADNESS..SADNESS....SADNESS...

I don't know how am I going to handle it, coming to the office and see Ontot is not here anymore, facing the fact that I can't intermingle with her again..That is the hardest part right now for me to take... Ouuuhhh!!
Last Friday, actually was the last time and the longest goodbye me and Ontot.. Last Friday when I went down to feed her and others, it was sad to see her distortedly losing balance walking towards me., and just I found her one back leg is swollen..

She even didn't allow me to touch her leg and made me worry to think what had happened to her? My collegue said it is normal if one cat tergeliat or something and they will heal naturally.. it made me wonder actually... would it be healed by itself?
And you know what., I was thinking to bring her to the VET after office but what happened after office that Friday?
It was pouring rain, heavy raining and 'Si Kenit' buat hal., cried out loud and couldn't stay put inside his box., that is one thing., and the other was, my fiance already planned out to go to the fishing pond to fish prawns and lobster.. And when it comes about pancing udang, usually there is no compromise, so I definitely know he will never tolerate with me if it comes about pancing udang or we will be talking in silence for few days... So... I just had to forget about bring Ontot to the Vet.. (and now I feel so guilty to myself for that)... forgive me Ontot.... :(

And I just realized how mengada-ngada she was with me., asking me to bring her inside my room, and I did a few time, after office hour if I stayed back and when everyone has gone back. Definitely it would be hard to erase the memory with her...and will definitely forever with me...
Adduuhhhhh.... how can this happen to me??.. Losing ones we love is not an easy to tolerate with..
Just hope I could meet her in any form of meeting, even if it could be only in my mind's eye because right now I am dreadfully missing Ontot...

UnManaged Manager

As the title giving a meaning of relation to workplace which transmit all elements from Human Resource, Management, Workplace Communication, and most importantly a Leadership Skill...that includes everything, most of everything..

Coming to the point of me and my other collegues being infuriated by our Project Manager (actually 2nd Boss) who is obviously lack of management skill, won't be considered as a respectful leader to lead a major/huge project but yet tend to be the most powerful leader who think can rule the world of her own. For us that 'her' is just a piece of her own bullshit! (sorry for that dunk word).

I am a very passionate employee which seriousness and well manage work flow is the key and an imperative element to look forward as to achive of course to deliver a good quality product. Most importantly my own good satisfaction towards my own work, that really a matter to me. Never count of the workload, but how the workflow is proficiently going to lead us to achive to some sort of professionalisme in work quality..
Not in a mood to say more about this kelam kabut Project Management, in a time I am mourning of Ontot loses., more of feeling sad than anger...

NO ONE...of anything....

My flavour of the month... This song by the great talented Alicia Keys, potrays many different things I am unable to enlightening it well enough in here..

Just feed you eyes and ears.....enjoy!