WishList

I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off

I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on

I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree

I wish I was the star that went on top

I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the grounds

For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me

I wish I was as fortunate as fortunate as me

I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good

I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood

I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun

I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on

I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on

I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down

I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up

I wish... I wish...

When again can I think to smash my head off like this when all wishlists won't turn true??

I just came back from a sick call yesterday. A damn whole day its completed a laziness character this human beared in 28 years. Never will I feel better, to get done what I wish for, all inside this concrete of mind. This human has no further strength to keep carry on with her domestic inbound and outbound life.

Human perfectly plan out every single point, whether can it be fullfilled and accomplished up to individual contentment, never will I know, till the lucky ones go home with winning guts, leaving this fuzzy weak ones rest in obscurity world ones only know.

Human can do as much wishlist as they wish to make, but only if they know what is true, human won't have a long complicated wishlist to make it true.

I just wish I could have a perfect wedding runs perfectly in my way... wish..wish...