London Here We Come!

This entry is supposed to compliment the 'my upmost' can't really wait trip, I mean ever in my whole life. Never will I beleive how excited I am for this trip, I generously put it as same as everyone else.

As we plan out almost every detail in our lives, so do I with this London trip. The booking has been made earlier on September at MATTA fair.. When it has been booked just I realised whether can I make it or not, but after a long persuation with my mom, and just then she letting me go.
And because of that I am not prepared everything earlier, just the basic needs. Well, we will be flying by Emirates, i convinced they are one of the best airlines in the world.
Wooohoooo!! Just can't wait to touch down at Land'on.!!
London, here we come!!!

Yellow LedBetter Makes Me Feel Better

It has been mspea YM status lately.

I remember when I put on this YM status "Yellow LedBetter Makes Me Feel Better" for the whole while I was in a very dippressing moment both work and own life..

"Yellow LedBetter" is one of made famous song of Pearl Jam, breathtakingly up by the raucous voice of Eddie Vadder..hehe... Will try put up the song in here (when i got more ample time doing it).. here is a lil' wording out of it...

Unsealed on a porch a letter sat.

Then you said, "I wanna leave it again."

Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand.

And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah.

On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah.

And they called and I said that "I want what I said"

and then I call outagain.

And the reason oughta' leave her calm, I know.

I said "I know what I waited not a box or the bag."

Sometimes we need a little time of our own even when others are trying to get into one of it, just we know how much ourselves need to be alone with us, to be consoled, to be loved and to be shared everything of our owned. Only we know of ourselves better than others claimed they do..

WishList

I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off

I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on

I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree

I wish I was the star that went on top

I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the grounds

For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me

I wish I was as fortunate as fortunate as me

I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good

I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood

I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun

I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on

I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on

I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down

I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up

I wish... I wish...

When again can I think to smash my head off like this when all wishlists won't turn true??

I just came back from a sick call yesterday. A damn whole day its completed a laziness character this human beared in 28 years. Never will I feel better, to get done what I wish for, all inside this concrete of mind. This human has no further strength to keep carry on with her domestic inbound and outbound life.

Human perfectly plan out every single point, whether can it be fullfilled and accomplished up to individual contentment, never will I know, till the lucky ones go home with winning guts, leaving this fuzzy weak ones rest in obscurity world ones only know.

Human can do as much wishlist as they wish to make, but only if they know what is true, human won't have a long complicated wishlist to make it true.

I just wish I could have a perfect wedding runs perfectly in my way... wish..wish...